my day with Amy

if you dont know Amy look on my past blogs. well today with Amy when she came over she got changed into jeans then we both did our make up then (this was ALL in my bathroom) she did french twist pig tails. i looked SO cute i swear to god! okay it looked SO good on me but it took so LONG to do though! and i also hung out with hudson today :0 he looked SO cute too. :) you know the whole reason i let Amy do my hair is so i could look cute for hudson...... that is SO embarrasing to say on a blog but its the truth isnt it? i mean come on! i just wanted to impress him (i dont know if it worked though) and Amy knew that i liked him but when she asked today i said no. but only because i panicked. i think i should have told her the truth....... i think me and Hudsons relationship is the same as DJ and Amys...... that means they LOOK like they're dating but they both have girlfriend/boyfriends already thats what i learned today i mean what kind of guy like Hudson like me? as in more than a friend? i mean COME ON! it is absouloutely IMPOSSIBLE. :( im sad now. ugh! this is SO hard to go through! *sighs* well he DOES already have a girlfriend anyway. he probably likes HER more than me........ *cries a whole river* it will probably NEVER happen. well thats what happend today. well bye!