he loves he loves me not

Well I know that I haven't done this blog in a while but I have been busy trying to make a love life here people! Anyway, today Hudson is gone to his uncles so that he can fix the motor on his Go Kart. And he won't be home until Sunday afternoon. I haven't hung out with him since Wednesday, we had a campfire so I left his house at about 10:00 pm, and it is really annoying because I'm in love with him and all that. So, yeah I won't see him until either Sunday afternoon or Monday afternoon after school. Oh and did I tell you that it's spring break? That's how we had a campfire. We had a campfire on Tuesday night at Andrews house and on Wednesday we had one at Hudson's house. So I hope I get to see him on Sunday afternoon 'cause I REALLY miss him! It is just so fun when I hang out with him you know! He is the only person I can be myself.Oh, and the whole thing with him liking me and all that, on a scale from 1- 10 he likes me as much to earn him a 6. So its getting better but with me on that scale I am 1 million! <3 So can you tell how much I like him now? Anyway, today I started a cold and yesterday I started my period so you can see how much my Friday has sucked. So that's all that happened see you later!

Crushes

first of all I know that some of you think that I'm just a kid and I dont know anything about love! but probably if you ever MET Hudson you would believe me! anyway getting off that subject today Andrew came with us to church today and I was really bored after church since Andrew was gone to Shanes B-day party (LONG STORY!) so when I saw Hudson come home from his dads today at about 4:00 pm I called him to see if he could go on skype and we could video chat. But he said that he just got a iPod touch and that he was setting it up but almost about 2 hours ago he got online and talked to me and he said that he HATED the superbowl and that it was boring and I agreed! DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT! we are kids for crying out loud!! anyway when he got online we talked then at 9:30pm he had to go to bed since it IS a school night. so right now I am happy that I got to talk to him today even if I didn't get to see his face it was better than nothing right? anyway the New York Giants won the superbowl which is kind of ironic conscidering that the Patriots were expecting to win so HAHA! you lost!! :) I don't really have a favorite team I just like Tom Brady 'cause he's hot! I mean come on you know you're thinking it!

True Love

well on the bright side of things I'm seeing Hudson today when he gets back from his dads at 4:00 (pm) with Andrew and so we are probably going to stay there untill like 8:30 (pm) and then I will go home and go to bed at 10:00 (pm) because its a school night. Right now I am at church and I will be here untill 3:00 (pm) or 2:00 (pm) because right after church there is a business meeting so me and my brother DJ are going to be bored out of our MINDS!! there is lunch before the busniess meeting in the place where you first walk in. so yeah I honestly rather be with Hudson right now to be honest with you. gahhhhh well on the bright side we havent been hanging out with janaya as much anymore actually WE HATE HER! yeah heres the story: Janaya thinks that Andrew is Hudsons slave because he does what He says to do. WHICH IS NOT TRUE!! Andrew is just a good friend to Hudson and Hudson is a good friend to Andrew. Oh and by the way Janaya is jelous of me because I'm friends with Hudson and he actually cares for me a LOT more than Janaya oh and me and Andrew have been making YouTube.com videos here are some of them:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEgOMLMmB3s
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6aobTu9-fnU&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4Vj1SN3Quc&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60egwAXZsOQ&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xuauq3hHSx8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8GLdrTfAn8&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Chcx52PaS_A&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0wapxt32P4w&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
http://www.youtube.com/watchv=4ra8uA1ruOU&feature=BFa&list=UL4ra8uA1ruOU&lf=mfu_in_order
Those are most of them so there YA GO!!

HeartBreak

God why must MY crush have a girlfriend?? and plus stupid Janaya is showing her true feelings as if it is easy as drinking a sip of water for crying out loud! me and Hudson make fun of her for it but I just keep on wondering what would he do if he found out MY true feelings huh? he just turned 12 years old on monday and yes it IS the day after christmas blah blah blah.... I am just so sick and tired of my true feelings about him boiling up inside of me and I dont know why I havnt exploded yet! I can tell he likes me back I KNOW IT! but he is shy (like me) and he is scared whats going to happen if he tells me the truth......... I am afraid because I think it will ruin our friendship.... tomorrows New Years Eve and he's coming home from his dads at 4:30 so thats when we will hang out but since its vacation and all we've been hanging out at like 9:30 (AM!) and going inside his house (in his BASEMENT!) untill like 8:00 (PM!) so yeah AWKWARD! but on Tueday he goes back to school :(. but I have another week off because I ya know do homeschool and my dad doesnt want to get up LOL. So yeah we only have like 3 days left of going into his house at 10:00 am but I'm sure I can live without it.... Right??

what has been going on lately

well lately i found out that since I have my dads skin I get hive's when I get sick and guess what: IM SICK!! its also because I'm going through puberty (I'm 11 years old now btw it was on November 20th!) So yeah I've been coughing, using a LOT of tissues, and being itchy ALL DAY LONG! but since I started taking some medicine that I take in the morining instead of taking benadryl every 6 hours the itichness has been going away ALL DAY LONG!! so I was happy about that but it makes you REALLY drowsy so I somtimes fall asleep while watching TV with DJ so yeah it kind of SUCKS but the medicine DOES work so I shouldnt be complaining........ So yeah thats all that has been happening lately..... OH yeah i almost forgot somthing one of Hudsons friends that live in this neighborhood and his school has started hanging out with us her name is Janaya. and guess what: SHE LOVES HIM!!! she wont admit it but Hudson says she asked him to the dance this Saturday night. Holy crapos SHE LOVES HIM!!! omigod i think I am going to die and go to heaven right now...... SHE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS him!!!!!!! great just great it's bad enough he doesnt know I LOVE him but now she walks right in our lives and asks him out!!???? that is SUCH a foul in the girl code........ and then she goes and calls ME a girly girl because i wear flip flops in the summer??? its just because I dont like to sweat!!!!! GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD!!!! so yeah great just GREAT!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VuNIsY6JdUw&ob=av2n
thats the story of my life turned into a song.....
:'(
well thats all i wanted to say bye!!!

my lazy saturday

well today i woke up at about 12:30 pm and i started watching TV and guess what??? i still am! well....... it's not MY fault! my friends are ALL gone! Hudson is gone to his dads, Tyvannah is at his moms and Conner is at a friends birthday party. but tomorrow Tyvannah is going to church with me and my family. its going to turn into a regular thing! i am SO excited! well thats what happened today bye!!

my (HORRIBLE) day

well first off i woke up and my parents were both gone to work. so i stayed inside and watched TV in my PJs. when my dad got home he made me clean the car. then i took a shower then i had to sweep up the driveway. then i hung out with Andrew for a little bit. it was 6 pm by then so i went in and my parents went out to dinner and i got McDonalds. the day actually didnt turn out to be THAT bad. except it was without Hudson so thats what made it a horrible day. oh and since i didnt do a blog yesterday here is the details of it. first i did school (only 2 subjects YAY!) then i called Andrew over and me and him made a real life version of paper toss. you know how when you did a bad busniess idea or somthing and you roll it up in a ball and throw it in the trashcan? well thats what me and andrew made but even better! and it had different levels to it Easy, Medium, Hard and expert. i got it to medium and Andrew made it to hard. then after that we dicided to go to Ninas ( a little store thats just a couple blocks away from my neighborhood) i bought a bag of chips and Sunkist. thats when Hudson noticed us :DDDDDDD we hung out with him untill his mom called him to come and help her with somthing. then after he left it was just me,andrew, Tyvannah, and Conner. then Andrew had to leave to some resturaunt called Frog and Turtle. then at about 7 pm i went out to Dinner with my parents. and as i was leaving i saw Tyvannah and Conner hanging out with Hudson..... :( but going to dinner was fun. we went to on the border then we went to a comic book place and my mom bought me one. it was SuperGirl. but when we got home. Conner,Tyvannah and Hudson had all gone in. and today hudson is gone to his dads ( as usual) but i guess its a good thing. his parents ARE divorced so i SHOULD show SOME sympathy right? okay so thats all that happened today AND yesterday. see you tomorow. BYE!!



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